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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

hellohs hellohs. =))

gawshh, i'm SICK laaaa.
but at least i feel much better now.
rather than just now.

so todae, went to geylang market.
bought stuffs.
and i feel really really really sicky.
kept on coughing, and its like sooooooo COLD.
super cold laaaa, till i shivered all the way.
and my whole body feel soooo weak.
its aching here and dere.
and my brain hurts loads.
like somekind of migraine like dat.
canot tahan laaa.
until i cry.

and at home todae, just slept.
slept under dat comforter and wearing my jacket.
my head hurts alot.
until at last, i wake up.
ate the medicine.
the Lemsip for cold and flu.
its the one which we dissolve it in water.
because. . . . . i can't eat pills.
and dis thing i drank also taste EEEWWWW!
easy to say, I HATE MEDICINES.
taking medicines is like a torture for me.

and HAHAHAH. . . . .
the toilet in my room is sooooo DARK.
the light cant be switched on.
due to the bulb.
so me and sis put candles in the toilet.

and and and. . . .
I CANT WAIT laaaaaas. =))
going to escape wid my babes and dudes.
well yeahs, salman says dat he's gonna be free anytime.
saaban called me after i sms him but i didnt pick up the phone.
my abg teddy bear(aliff) didnt reply my msg.
and as for hafiz, i havent called him.
bcos ifa lao po gave me his hse no, and i kinda seram wanna call his hse.
i LOVELOVELOVE them.

hahahahs, todae i only sms abt the confirmation.
other smses which other ppl sent to me are not entertained.
and pls lahs, dont call my hp.
i wont pick up anyway.
and sorry to shafina or whoever else with her todae.
she asked me out to movies but i say i cant follow.

okays. till here.
tkcr. toodles.

x[syakrazy]x

; i scream my lungs out @
10:27 PM

Monday, November 27, 2006

heylohs.

posting early todae.
later going out to compass point.
so not shure if will be posting at night.

well, changed my song.
WAKAKAS.
korean song lahs.
if watch the video clip, so touching.
i almost cried.
hahahs, its an almost.
and since when i'm sooooo hooked to korean songs.
i also dont know, i just enjoy listening to dem.

okiies. going out later but only me and sis cicik had our bath.
the rest are still watching tv.
urrghs, so i wonder wad time we'll be going out.
i cant wait to play games lahs.
I WANNA HAVE LOTSA FUN. =))

and and and. . . i cant wait lahs.
ifa laopo said our pri sch mates going out.
and its either watching movie or going escape.
or walk2 somwhere else.
weeeee~ i MISSMISSMISS dem truck loads.
but i hope i'm not broke.
even when i just left with $20+.
i hope to have money from mom.
uhhs, dream on lah sya.
i cant spend my money now.
need to save it for the outings.

okay, till here.
tkcr. toodles.

x[syakrazy]x

; i scream my lungs out @
3:35 PM

Sunday, November 26, 2006

wollahs peeps.

back to post as didnt post yesterday.
went out to VIVO CITY.
went dere wid mom and sisters.
the place is enormous and NICE. =))
but macam tk gereks sgt ahs.
not really fun.
if got LOADS of money den fun.
so we went around, ate at long johns.
took some pics.
den walk walk walk.
so went to the adidas shop.
and look for the bag i wanted.
my mission is to ask sis to buy for me.
as she just got her pay yesterday.
BUT. . . the black colour i wanted dont have.
so i'm like ARRGHHHS! wad the fucking hell.
and after dat moment, i wanna cry!
ishk, psl bag pon nk nanges. gilerks.
den we went home.

and as for todae, bring my bike home.
from elias mall.
and its sooooo TALL for me, or shud i say high?
well, i admit it, i'm SHORT.
gawsshh, but i cant accept the fact lahs! ='((
but luckily bro helped to lower down the seat.
den cycled home, and auntie and nana was already dere.
weeee~ yayness. nana looks pretty lahs.
she changed her style and looks.
she cut her hair short.
and dats the ferst time i see her wear skirt going out.
its the ferst time i see her dressing herself up.

den we went to mak ani's house.
walk from home to dere as its near.
ate some foods dere.
pulot hitam, epok2. NICE lahs.
den played with abg nasir's son, IMRAN.
he's CUTE laaahs. =))
dis coming december turning 2 yrs old.
took pics of him and pics of him with me and nana.
he's DAMN CUTE! awwwwww.
and i'm missing those chubby cheeks of DISYA.

den went home, slack around.
ate the daging masak kicap mom and sis cooked.
NICEE~
and so yarhs, dats all about today and yesterday.

yayness!~ tmr going out again.
going to compass point lahs.
hahahs, gonna play arcade!~
gereks babe. =))
and ifa laopo dearest, wads the plan actually?
i cant wait to meet the peeps lahs.
just sms me abt anything. =))

okiie lahs. till here.
tkcr. toodles.

i'll post the pics tmr.
insya'allah. =))

x[syakrazy]x

; i scream my lungs out @
10:47 PM

Friday, November 24, 2006

well, i'll not post much.

todae, had drama.
sat at the bustop as usual in the morning.
i came ferst, den sery, den farah, lastly natasya.
also waiting for the rest.
skalik saw adila and kamilia.
with miss priya.
hahahs, we all went shocked and quickly walked in school.
but fucking hell, i wasnt allowed to go in.
even after i sprayed my hair black.
and todae's drama super fun.
i soooo LOVE it. =))
but its the last training so yarhs, i'll be missing the rest.

and now, watching ghost whisperer.
and and and, i also just cried just now.
bcos i read natasya's blog.
and really feel sad about it.
i dont even know abt it till i read her blog just now.
i understand how it feels losing someone we loved most.
like how i lose my beloved father.
and surprisingly, i feel so sad dat i cried.
tears just rolled down automatically while i'm reading it.
i hope she's strong.

and aqilah, u're not to be blame.
and nobody is to be blame either actually.
sorry for my attitude as bcos i may not realised about it.
so if anything u're not happy with, just approach me.
i'll try my best to change and i hope the past wont repeat again.
and dzul, thanks for praising me.
wakakas. naseb tk kembang! =))
anyway, nice acting with you lahs.

and so, i thought tmr i can continue my hibernation.
hahahs.
but den, mom told me to wake up early morning.
to go buy some food for breakfast.
and ouh wadever shits.
nemind, if tmr we didnt go out.
i guess i'll be sleeping at home in the afternoon.
and i'm also not shure if i'll be blogging tmr.
as eldest sis have an off day so she'll be at home.

okiies. till here.
tkcr. toodles.

signing off,
syakrazy.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:30 PM

Thursday, November 23, 2006

wola peeps~

back to post. . .
and i've just finished bathing.
which i actually wanna do it right after i get home from school.
hahahahs.
i lazy lahs. i'm too stucked here. =))
and i feel so much refreshed after bathing.
yaynesss!~ i smell nice.

so todae, had drama training.
ferstly, me and adila was not allowed to get in school.
due to our hair colors.
so bleahs, we are told to go home.
adila followed me home, den took my hairspray.
and dats the ferst time, my cat didnt run away when she sees a stranger.
hahahahs.
den we went back to school.
and at drama. . . . .
fun larhs~ =))
played some scenes.
and after drama, me, adila, natasya, atiqah and farah proceed to west plaza.
ate at kopitiam.
i bought a piece of egg prata only.
den i went to ntuc to get the bread mom told me to buy.
den we all went to 7-11.
me and adila bought lollies, chupa chups.
andd i accompanied adila at the bustop while waiting for her bus.

den i walked back home, in the rain.
and at home, laze around.
till sis went out.
so i used the laptop.
for about 10 straight hours!
and i dont know what time i'm gonna stop.
hahahahs, i must be crazy.
well, soon lahs.
tmr still need to wake up in the morning for drama.
aiks, hahahs. i thought i'm not gng for tmr's.
but yarhs, at last i decided to go.

and and and also now, after bathing.
i feel so refreshed.
and i feel my hair is soooo smooth after using sis' shampoo.
hahahs, i cant use mine lahs.
its finished and i dont have spare shampoo.
it smells nice lahs, herbal essences.

so yeahhs, till here.
i'll just post those pics we took just now:













































1st pic: me and natasya. my face shucks lahs.
2nd pic: dats adila taking pic.
3rd pic: adila and me. gawshh, my face looked soooo crampedd.

tkcr. toodles.
tadaaas~

' ' 'syakrazy-.

CHUPA CHUPS. THE PLEASURE OF SUCKING.
rite rite rite? =))

; i scream my lungs out @
9:59 PM


helloh peeps.

wow weeeee~
used the laptop whole day todae. . . i guess.
'cause sis went out todae, which is thursday.
and i dont know why.
i thought she's alwaes out on fridaes.
nahhs, wadever.

but i'm kinda bored now.
so i decided to post.
and i decided to post again later at night.
WAKAKAS. =))
and and and. . . I'M HUNGRY RITE NOW!
urghs, i just ate a piece of egg prata todae.
and dats during lunch time.
and now, i dont know wad to eat.
maybe i need to explore the kitchen later to see if deres anything i can cook

also, primary six got their PSLE results back alreadyy.
and and and. . . my hazilah got into normal tech.
and i'm soooo surprised and shock when she say at least she improved a lil'.
but actually she got a 'E'.
ouhs well, i cant do anything anyway.
but i guess i only had to blame on my teaching.
and plus, mom kept on bugging me to call my sedare.
to ask about her PSLE results.
c'mon lahs, why cant she just call herself.
hahahs.

so tadaaas. dats all lahs for now.
i'll post about todae more later at night.
and also not forgetting those pics we took togeder. =))
'cause i still havent insert it into the laptop for now.
and the reason is, I'M LAZY.
also, sorry to faiz to wad i've said.

tkcr. toodles.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

p.s. anybody have job recommendations? the simple ones only. i dont care wadever the job is. I NEED MONEY. :) thank you.

; i scream my lungs out @
5:17 PM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

hollahs peeps.

i'm currently doing nth.
except for blogging.
i have nth to do lahs.
i'm soo damn freaking bored todae.
but not yesterday. ;)

so abt yesterday, it was sooooo FUN.
went out with mom and sis.
so i wouldnt be bored at home.
went to loyang point.
just to play dat stacker game.
omg, i'm obsessed with it.
I ASLMOST WON LAHS!
left the last row to win the major prize!
ishks, geram taos.
used up $10 on dat game. hahahs.
i must be crazy.

so den we proceeded to compass point.
went to Timezone. yayness! =))
had lotsa fun.
played games. even mom gave money to reload those cards.
and i got a winnie the pooh bear!
by playing the game which we need to lift up the stuffs.
den we went to relax ferst.
sat at mcdonalds.
bought choc milkshake and a large fries.
yummy yummy. =))
den went to toilet, saw syafiin outside.
hehehs, long time didnt see him.

we went back to Timezone.
decided to play again.
but didnt get anymore stuffs. =((
saw syafiin, he worked at delifrance.
cheyy. no wonder the way he dressed up looks kinda diff the ferst time i saw him.
den i went to courts. to meet kak nora.
mom and sis waited for me at popular.
den i saw adila at courts. hehehs.
so asked kak nora for my sis' medicine which she left dere.
den went to meet mom and sis.
me and sis went into popular.
and shopp for pens.
using my $10 popular vouchers.
after the pen shopping, we went down and sat at the benches in front of the shops.
bought some food at old chang kee.

den we went back home.
its soooo tiring lahs.
but i totally looooove it. =))

as for todae, i did nothing.
i just laze around at the sofa watching tv.
i feel sooo dead.
and ouh shits, having drama tmr.
and tina's not going? awwwww.
means i gotta go alone.
and i need to wake up in the morning.
unlike today, which i wake up at 12++ p.m.

and yesterday also, i dreamt abt hafiz.
hahahahs, why?
i dont know, its strange.
out of many ppl, i dream abt him.
hahahs, dats funny. =))
well, i also cant wait for him to play dat guitar.
hahahas.

and okay lahs, till here.
tkcr, toodles.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:33 PM

Monday, November 20, 2006

hellohs peeps.

i'm BORED now.
as usual, everyday without fail.
watching tv, and doing nth.

and yayness, tmr deres no drama.
dzul says so, if not, i wouldnt know.
and i can sleeeeeeep all the way.
weeeeee~ like just now, wake up at 12.
dats niceee.
but drama's gonna be on thursday and fridae.
and fatinah's not gonna make it for both daes.
alaahs, and i'm gonna be all alone.
so the tak gereks. =((
but maybe, i'll just go for one of the days.
thurs or fri? which one should i go.

and so yarhs, todae went out wid mom and sis.
went to compass point.
walk2 dere and here.

and now, so wadever shits.
i dont know wad to do.
and more, tmr.
i will be freaking bored stucked at home.
futhermore, eldest sis will be at home.
so yarhs, i wonder wad i'll be doing tmr.
i feel like going out.
but dont know to where.
i'm just bored of living.

okiiesh. till here.
take care. toodles.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
9:35 PM

Sunday, November 19, 2006

ellos peeps.

i'm currently waiting for my fringe to turn blonde.
i just bleached it again.
used bro's one, the balance2.
just put a lil'.
but i dont know if the colour will turn out as i expected.
but I HOPE SOO it menjadi.

so now, i'm kinda bored.
plus hungry.
so todae, mom and sis cooked chicken rice.
i just cooked the vege soup.
nice, yummy2.
but actually mom thought of going out.
only dat she changed her mind.

so went out wid sis after eating.
went to west plaza.
bla bla blahs, den i played the stacker game again.
but urgghhhs! i almost won again.
but nahh, i wont give up.
den took the bus to white sands.
went to look for the hair bleach.
den bleahs, we went home.
and i'm so BORED.
den went out with bro.
went to west plaza, he wanna cut his hair.
but the waiting is like sooooo long.
so den we went to elias mall.
he went to cut his hair, and while waiting, i read newspaper.
hahahs, i didnt read newspaper for such a long time.
den we went to look for my bike.
we didnt buy, we ordered.
so yarhs, just waiting for the day will come.
SOON. =))

and as for now, i'm a lil' happy.
weeeee~ THANKS HAFIZ.
hahahs, at last, he gonna play the guitar for me.
the full song of semua tentang kita.
and some other peterpan songs he learned.
ouhs so thank you hafiz!
i'll be waiting for the day we'll go out again.
wid other peeps too. hehehs.
thanks yarhs frend dearest.

so wadever, till here.
take care. toodles.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
9:14 PM

Saturday, November 18, 2006

hellohs peeps.

i'm sooo damn fucking bored now.
actually i'm doing nothing.
but ppl keep on asking me for testimonials.
ishk alamak, AKU MALAS LAHS.
AKU TGH BINGETT!
altogeder, i owe many ppl testi.
well, next time jer lahs ehs.
SYA TGH MALAS.
and i'm sooo sick with life.

the only thing dat really makes me laugh today is. . .
when i tell my sis about my dream yesterday night.
we kept on laughing and laughing.
bcos its hilarious. and also the most nonsensical dream i've ever had.
its sooooo the MEREPEK.
its actually about ghosts, but its funny.
and den me and sis surf the net looking thru emily the strange's website.
some of the designs of shoes are NICE.
the jackets, the shirts also accesories.
but i still LOVE the dress at far east plaza the most.
dat black dress with the hood or wadever the thing is.
it is soooooo DAMN NICE.
i want it, but it cost a BOMB!

and soooo sorry to peeps who keep on smsing me.
'cause i dont feel like replying.
i just sms ppl according to my mood.
yeahs, my sms sending is sooo damn slow.
faham2 kn je lahs.
mommy dearest, CAN I CHANGE HANDPHONE? PLEEASEE.
i want SONY ERICSSON k800i!!!
pretty pretty please.

and now, i'm still WAITING for my new bike.
so dat i can go out and relax my mind.
i can go cycling around and dont have to be so bored stucked at home.
yeahs, if mom doesnt ask me out somewhr.
i'll be freaking BORED stucked at home doing nothing.
so when i get my bike, i can go out.
well, SOON maybe. after bro get his pay.

and and and. . . should i cut my hair?
or or or. . . leave it grow longer and longer.
well, if i cut my hair short, i got the idea of straightening it.
but but but. . . i now LOVE my long curly hair.
well, its not really long.
my last time hair is far more longer than now. and its straight.
ouhs, i'm confused lahs.

and so, for todae. . .
went out.
to. . . loyang point.
again.
bought stuffs and stuffs.
and ate at mcdonalds.
yummy.
den i played dat stacker game.
hoping dat i could win the major prize.
if i win the major prize and i get the motorola razr v3 hp.
i intend to sell it. like wad sis' says.
den i wanna sell my phone.
and den i want dat SONY ERICSSON k800i HANDPHONE!
but but but, i LOSE.
and actually, I ALMOST WON.
just a lil' bit more and i could win dat major prize.
left around 1 stack left. ishk.
nevermind, i'll try again next time.

so for now, i'm soooo FUCKED UP.
i dont know why.
maybe because i'm soooo bored.
and deres dis one guy who's bugging me to call him.
hey hello? I DONT EVEN KNOW HIM.
if i know dat person, i might consider calling and chatting on the phone.
but now, i dont know him.
and at msn, he's bugging me for testimonial.
eeeeee! AKU BINGET TAU.
so i took the easy way out.
i just blocked him.

okay lahs. till here.
tkcr. toodles.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
9:09 PM

Friday, November 17, 2006

hollahs peeps.

i'm sooooo DAMN BORED rite now.
i have nothing to do.
i've edited the pics at my friendster.
i edited my friendster profile a lil'.
and now, i just dont know wad to do.
the persons whom i alwaes chat with isn't online.
haishs.

so yarhs, i'll post now.
bcos i dont even know if i'll be using the laptop later at night.
but i HOPE SO i will be using it.
blogger had a new one?
i dont know if i wanna switch to the new one.
but kinda troublesome.
need to create google account and bla bla blahs.

so today, i thought of waking up late.
but den, sis wake me up early.
to buy breakfast at west plaza.
so bleahs, no choice.
den just now, i re-dyed my fringe again.
as the red or wadsoever colour it is have faded off.
i put some red on it again.
and i watched tv.
no story lahs.
watched mtv, mtv ampuh.
den opened cartoon, no interesting ones.
so i'm damn bored now.
and i dont know if s'thing interesting which wont make me bored will happen later.
i HOPE dere is.

and yesterday, i cant believe i cried myself to sleep.
hahahs. yeahs, i dont know why.
had so many qns wondering in my mind.
i just feel like crying my heart out.
even today, i still feel soooo DEAD and i wanna cry.
and i'm so confused. i'm so sick of it.
i'm sick of living.
deres nothing in life anyways.
wad's the use of living.
i wish i'm DEAD now.
so i dont have to go thru the pain.
so i wont trouble the ppl around me again.
so i wont hurt ppl feelings again.
so i myself wont get hurt for wad i've done.
isn't dat right?
i guess ppl around are gonna feel much more better without me around.
right right right?
i think soo.

so yarhs. wadever shits with life.
can somebody kill me?

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
3:37 PM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

hollahs.

kinda bored now.
watching tv, and chatting.

and weeeeeeeeeee~
yayness lahs.
bro gonna get me a new bike, SOON.
bcos i tot of re-spraying my bike.
and when he heard dat, he say he gonna get me a new one.
weeeeeeeeeee~ =))

had drama todae morning.
went to meet dzul ferst at the bustop.
and he brought me a lollie.
weeeeee~ so thank you.
we walked to school.
and den sat down at the bustop outside sch whr fatinah and natasya is sitting.
we sitted dere for quite long i guess.
until many ppl were dere.
den we went in around 9.25 whr drama is suppose to start at 9.
hahahahs.
i'm like soooooo not in the mood for drama.
my stomach hurts so much.
and like wad dzul says, i looked dead.
yes, i feel sooooo DEAD.
sooo weak in fact.

well, for drama.
played games as usual.
den abt the acting part, i LOVE adila's and dzul's acting most.
abt sister and brother, den abt mother and son, den abt father and daughter.
den after drama, went to west plaza kopitiam.
and bla bla blahs, saw muhaimin and frends.
wth lahs.
fatinah bought her roti prata.
den we went home.
and at home, i feel sooooooooo DAMN BORED.
'cause i got nth to do. and i dont know wad to do.

so wadever, in the afternoon, went out.
went to loyang point.
bought my hair conditioner and so and so and so.
den bla bla blahs.
went home, watched tv.
lie down on the sofa till i fell asleep.
den watched my PRINCESS HOURS.

okiie lahs. till here.
anyway, qns kept coming to my mind.
is reality love life same as fairytale?

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
9:31 PM

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

ouhkayys fines.

actually i'm doing a survey which mar darls told me to do.
did it halfwae and... i'm lazy.
hahahahs, sorie mar.
tmr or the day after tmr will do okiie?
;)

and now, i'm super damn bored.
i got nth to do.
but nvm, i need to go to sleep.
tmr having drama in the morning.
and i need to meet dzul ferst.
also watching tv now, project runway.

so todae, wake up at 12.
weeeeee~ had nice long sleep.
hahahs. gereks lahs.
den went to the kitchen, kpo2 dere.
and ate my lunch.
but i ate only rice and vege.
hahahs. bcos mom cooked octopus or wadever it is.
and i didnt eat octopus.

so bla bla blah.
todae's basically nth.
so yarhs, i'll end here.
tkcr. toodles.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:10 PM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

wollah peeps.

well, now i'm chatting wid dzul.
also doing nth else.
and i'm sooooo damn fucking bored.

and i'm sooo damn fucking mad.
but bcos of dzul saying "sabar yah buk."
really made me laughed.
hahahs. crap lahs.

so todae, went for drama.
fun larhs. much fun than last week.
i guess.
played the 'i accuse' game.
i'm like sooo not concentrating as i'm busy eating my lollie.
hahahs. but its fun.
bought for dzul a choc, kinder bueno.
i LOVE todae's drama lahs.
hehehs.

so after drama, went home straight as i really need my bed.
i'm soo damn sleepy dat i really need to sleep.
so reached home, eat my lunch.
den go to sleep.
nice larhhs. but had a slight headache after waking up.
hang sis clothes outside house to leave it dry.
den watched tv and slack around.
and i'm soooo damn bored so decided to go out.
went to dr 4. print my photos.
thought can get the glossy ones.
den bought my milo dinosaur and cheese waffle.
nice bebeh. =))

den at home, i really have nth to do.
took my foolscap paper.
doodle2, draw2.
den its time for me to watch my PRINCESS HOURS.
well, i missed it ytd.
as i went out wid sis.

okiie lahs. till here.
tkcr. toodles.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
9:24 PM

Monday, November 13, 2006

helloh.

well, i'm kinda fucked up wid blogger.
urghs, wadever shits.
and dat makes me soooooooooo lazy to post abt ytd.
and makes me sooooooooo no mood to do it.
so wadever lah ehs.

todae, going out later wid sis to her frend's hse.
at hougang.
weeeeeeee~ and now, i'm still sooooo stinky.
still havent bathe.
nvm, after dis will do.
and also, i cant sign in my msn.
i dont know why.
i'm sooooooo fucked up todae lahs.

gosh, tmr still need to wake up early in the morning.
'cause having drama.
ouhs wadever, i'm so lazy lahs.
and and and..... i owe dzul a choc.
hahahs. wadever lahs.
i'm kindhearted okayy.

and now, i'm soooooo confused.
i only left $30++.
and i need top up my prepaid card.
watch open season.
watch the grudge 2.
and many more.
arghhhhhhh!!! help me.
i need more money PLEASE...
and i'm gonna be soooo damn broke after dat.
nk mrayap pon dah tkder sen.
ishkkk, can go crazy lahs like dis.

and okayy lahs. till here.
time for me to take a bath.
tkcr. toodles.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
2:50 PM

Sunday, November 12, 2006

well, didnt post yesterday.
as i'm out the whole day.

so just now, i posted abt yesterday.
but wth, s'thing came out saying dat internet explorer has problem.
and everything closed down.
so wadever, i wont retype every single thing i typed just now.
but i'll just summarise it.

can't really wake up in the morning as i didnt sleep well at night.
due to dat gastric i had before sleeping.
i just kept quiet forcing myself to sleep.
bcos mom will surely nag when she knows i had gastric and i didnt get anything to eat.
so yesterday, meet up with clsmates.
went to pasir ris park for gathering.
we cycled in the rain till we are soaking wet.
den ate pizza.
had loads of fun dere.
i went back around 6 where the gathering ends at 8.
took bus back home and i'm shivering cold in the bus.
at home, changed to my baju kurong.
wait for my north spring pri peeps to arrive at my hse.
and gosh, i MISS them truck loads.
dere are ifa, sha, aliff, man and hafiz.

so now, i'm just gonna post the pics for yesterday.












dats ms chin holding the monkey the girls gave her.





ifa and me eating pizza at aliff's house.



hafiz playing his guitar for us.

agroup pic of us taken by hafiz bro, haziq. aliff, hafiz, ifa, me, sha and man.

; i scream my lungs out @
11:16 PM

Friday, November 10, 2006

hollah peeps.

now watching ghost whisperer.
and also chatting.
and i'm also kinda hungry.
but i'm trying to make myself starve.
so decided not to eat.

well, went out todae.
wid dzulfiqar.
went around taking buses.
ferstly, meet him at small mac at 2p.m.
but actually, i'm late.
sorie yarhs.
'cause i helped mom do the laundry ferst.

so after meeting him, took 39.
off we went to yishun.
in the long journey ride.
and surprisingly, he bought me a lollie.
ouhs so thanks. weeeeeee~
we ate lollie while chit chatting.
fun larhs, he's jealous of my lollie. hahahs.
due to dat somekind of shape i get.

den at yishun, ferstly we went to toilet.
den went to long john silvers.
ate dere, weeeeeee~ he treated me.
thanks dzul! =))
den went back to toilet to wash our hands.
and the sweet he gave me was soooooo mint laahs.
its sooooooo cooling. hahahs.
den went to interchange.
thought of topping up my ez-link.
but den dat counter is closed.
so we walked back to the mrt station and topped up my ez-link.
and den went back to the int.
and, the group of guys we walked pass suddenly shouted siglap.
huhs? i wonder why and how they know us.
both of us didnt recognise each of their faces.

den we took bus no. 854 to bedok int.
it was sooooo damn cold inside.
both of us felt like freezing.
but we looked around and the rest of the passengers looked okay.
we keep on rubbing our hands trying our best to make ourselves warm.
and dzul pulled TWO strands of my hair.
ouch, it hurts okay.
just bcos he love the smell of my shampoo.
and he kept on smelling my hair.
den, he kept on trying to tickle my neck.
which i cnt thn the geli-ness. hahahs.

den reached bedok, i'm like sooooo happy dat we got out of the bus.
felt warmer, but we felt dat our hands and legs are kinda sticky.
hahahs, very uncomfortable larhs.
den we took 17 back to pasir ris.
and ouh gosh, dat bus no. 17, is far more colder than 854.
we sat on the top level of dat double deck bus.
and we shivered.
dzul tried his best to make ourselves warm.
but he, himself is shivering. hahhas.
and i shouldn't have told him abt my ticklish thingy.
hahahs, and dat make him tickle me all the way.

and so, from pasir ris int, we took 359.
and he sent me home.
reached home just before 7 p.m.
and its time for me to watch my PRINCESS HOURS.
weeeeeeee~ just in time. =))
den bla bla bla.
and sis nagged just now.
wadever lahs.

and dzul, thanks for everything.
i've nvr felt dis kind of happiness after a long time.
thanks yarhs frend. =))

okiie. till here.
tkcr. toodles.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:35 PM

Thursday, November 09, 2006

wola peeps.
i'm super super damn bored.
the only thing i'm doing now is chatting to dzul.

i decided to change my blogskin just now.
but, i'm soooooooo lazy to do so.
so, tmr will do.
'cause tmr will me my dae.
ahahahs. sis wont be home.
eldest sis is working.
and dats left only me and mom at home.
and the only thing i'm gonna do is surf the net the whole day.
but i feel like going out lahs.
but nobody to go out with.
anybody wanna go out?

so todae, went for drama in the morning.
learn abt expressing our emotions stuffs like dat.
den went back home, sitting inside my room.
and suddenly, i heard sis calling me.
and i answered, "skejap".
so i went to sis' room.
and she said, she didnt call me.
ouhs, wadever.
its just my imagination.
and sis' say dat i'm insane.
ishk.

den fell asleep for a while.
wake up, nth to do.
so eat the daging rendang mom cooked wid sis.
and den sit and chit chatted wid sis.
after dat, me and sis played games.
at nickelodeon's website.
played none other than... SPONGEBOB!
me and sis played like a small child.
weeeee~ once in a while being childish is fun! =))

den i went out to west plaza.
as sis asked me to buy chinese rojak.
yummy! its spicy.
and watched my favourite PRINCESS HOURS at channel u.
weeeeeee~ yayness.
and now, at last.. I FOUND SOMEBODY DAT WANNA GO OUT!
and dat is.... dzulfiqar.
he wanna explore s'pore.
and tmr's gonna be yishun. hahahs.
my sis is going to woodlands tmr.
nahh, nvm.
and and and, he's gonna treat me LONG JOHN SILVERS!
yay! dzul nak blanjer!
yayness larhs. loads of thanks. =))
'cause i'm broke.
my money is all left for the bag i wanted to buy.
and the amount of money i owe my frend.

okiie larhs. till here.
anybody gonna watch the grudge 2?
hehehs.

tkcr. toodles.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:30 PM


weeeee~
actually i'm kinda bored now.
i seldom online in the afternoon.
i'm always online at night.

well, didnt post for ytd.
didnt went online at all.
'cause eldest sis is at home.
and the laptop is hers all day long.

and dis post is for yesterday, 8 november.
yesterday, woke up early.
'cause i know how long i need to get ready to go out.
going out with my future classmates.
around 12+, went out to meet dzulfiqar, jeffri and razeef at small mac.
at bustop while waiting for the bus, saw jeffri.
waited for the bus 81, which reach almost an hour after waiting for it.
den took the bus, at the small mac.
gosshh, i'm so damn thirsty.
bought a iced milo.
and suddenly dzul appeared from behind and say, "assalamualaikum".
anjat gegerl. hahahs.

we den waited for razeef for quite a while.
den we proceeded to tampines mall.
ate at long johns.
yummy! yayness. =))
den muhaimin smsed, saying he wanna meet me for a while.
but i say i'm not at home.
and i saw zuhaili, my ex.
and ouh wadever, i smiled at him.
but he didnt recognise me, i guess.
eeeeee, geramnyer. nanti org igt aku shiok sendirik plaks.
ouhkay, wadever.
continued eating, and i'm sooooooo bloated.
and we decided to went to 77th street.
saw salihin. hahahs.
after going round dere, went to the int.
took bus 81, dropped at serangoon int.
went to find toilet, den went back to the int.
took bus 82, went to punggol.
all of us are like insane peoples.
played with dat STYLE automatic door at the MRT and LRT station of punggol.
but its damn funny.
they had the idea of going to dat haunted house.
oh no, i'm not into all dis.
i'm scared! but at last, we nvr go. phew! =))

we den went back to the int. took bus no. 3.
went to white sands.
to the toilet ferst. hahahs.
den went to eat at mcdonalds.
bought large fries and regular coke.
hahahs, the guys kept on laughing on the way i eat my fries.
'cause i'll just hit the fries a few times towards the tray.
well, i did dat for a purpose.
the fries is soooooo salty. so i get rid some salt.
and they say, when i grow up, i can become a drummer.
hahahs, crap lahs.

after eating, went around white sands.
browse thru some things.
den around 5+ nearly 6.
we all went back home.
went to the int.
razeef took wad bus i also dunnoe.
jeffri, dzulfiqar and me took bus 359.
jeffri went down ferst, den dzul sent me home.
and its time for me to watch my fav. PRINCESS HOURS.
as per normal, everyday without fail 7 p.m at channel u.

weeeeeee!~ yesterday fun larhs.
well, next time, some day.
maybe we could go out again.
dzul gave me the smangat to explore the whole of s'pore.
hahahs, bcos i just cant go around alone.
and dzul, jgn larhs pasrah2 selalu.
i know how u feel like. i understand.
sabar jer okiie?
and anyway dzul, yesterday wasn't okay+fun.
its super fun! =))

and okiie. till here.
the post for today will be later at night. =))
tkcr. toodles.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
4:25 PM